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동생 the Queen.
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동생 the Queen.
16 February 2011 @ 12:20 pm
 


This morning, dad asked me: "what will you do (next year)?" . I answered with a low voice "i don't know". And we went into our rooms. Then he told me: "don't worry! We'll find!" . So I said: "the fact is that to enter in a tourism school you need 5000€. What if you fail?" . He then said: "can't you do something like validation of something to be in korean? I heard something like that but I don't get it". "But what for? To be a 3rd year student without having studied korean for 2 years?? What's the point?" , he said: "and you can't go in Korea to do something? Don't you have links?", I told him no and continued: "I have found a formation in university. One year, 4 months in another country... But that's university, what do they force you to study? Italian, Spanish, German and shits like that... It's really not the same level than schools, but I think that's what I'll do in the end... 4 months out of the country...". But that said positively: "so you need these 5000€". Yes, we could reunite this amount of money, this means, i'll ruin all my savings for the school AND an accommodation. And a private school, the level is so high, what if i fail? I'm a mediocre, so-so student and I'm not even able to learn by heart to save me. But if i go to this university, I'll cry my ass off, since the programm is so light and since I know that a university diploma is not really appreciated in the business... I'm thankful to my dad. But this problem is keeping me awake for hours, I think about it every nights and I'm so tired...
 
 
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동생 the Queen.
04 June 2010 @ 09:16 pm
Woow~ lots of things happened recently o/

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동생 the Queen.
28 February 2010 @ 10:28 pm
Yesterday, 2010 february 27th, i started the Twitter project "2PM Needs you".
I decided this, with a bunch of friends, on my LJ comments.
Because i was tired of people, called fans, who were destroying 2PM's stuff, bashing the members, and you know the rest.
I thought we would be a few, and that people on 2OD (where i posted too) would bash me.
But the reaction was out of my expectations.

A lot of people is thinking the same, they felt relieved, they thanked me. They talked to me as a hero, as a friend, as a confident.
Suddenly, they asked me to be friend on LJ, on Twitter, on 2OD, sent me mails... I was impressed by the situation.
So images passed through my mind. Like those girls who told me their friends were against them, that people bashed them, just because of their opinions, or the ones who didn't know how to express their feelings, feeling alone, scared about the fans pressure.
And I seriously wanted to cry. Sadness, anger, joy.
These girls don't deserve that, that's a shame.
So every time i take the time to read them, i can't help but stop some tears and smile.
Because even if we don't keep in touch, they would probably feel as if they found a family. They know with who they will be able to talk with whenever something like this gonna happen.
And on Twitter. Helping each others, supporting each others, thanking each others... Never ending showing their support day and night...
I think that, even if the hour isn't the happiest, even if 2PM comes to a disband, even if we're all dead tired, when we'll think about this, it will probably remain as good memories. We did our best, with a very positive attitude, and this, is wonderful.
It's way better than cry baby fans, hating everywhere.

To all those people i want to say thank you.

For having proved me that even in this hard world of fandom, humanity, sanity, mutual aid,... still exist.
It gives faith for the future coming. For our projects, our friendships, for our humanity to remain safe.


#isupport6PM Team ♥
 
 
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동생 the Queen.
26 February 2010 @ 05:25 pm
This morning i was very angry because of the news about Jay/2PM/JYP which keeps flooding from everywhere.
I can't bear Hottests anymore. When Jay left 2PM, i already started, but i thought "oh, they're sad" and stuff. But after 5 months they should have started acting like thoughtful people. But no. In the end, they're just crazy egoists fangirls. Like most of fans.
Egoists, yes. Cause what they want is Jay back, or nothing. What about the others? They want them to stop all their activities. In the end, they want to ruin the 6 boys' lives, just to cry with them for Jay? WTF?! They think they're helping the guys but they just destroy them more in my opinion. What about JYP? They sometimes think it's only him who manage JYPE and put the blame on him.. From what i saw, his artists really love him, he was voted as the company who have the less slave-contracts, he composes and writes very nice songs for them... And they keep bashing him. In my opinion again, he didn't do anything wrong.
I supported Jay first, but when i think about it, if he really wanted to have a great career, not thinking about his mistakes, he'd be back. His mistakes are nothing seriously, netizens kicked him out and then regretted it, so if he really wanted to come back, he could. JYP said he was a stubborn trainee... His mind really changed after this only incident? For me, it's that your motivation wasn't as hard as you thought. He doesn't want to come back. That's what they should get.
Now they're crying, bashing JYP, and don't want to support 2PM without a member... I'll be rude, but if he died, you would prefer no 2PM anymore? You'd prefer them stopping their career?
6 guys want to pursue their career with a nice band and their fans supporting them. But you, so-called fans, prefer crying a member who left.
Did Primadonnas kept hating Seunghyun when he joined FT? Did they kept crying over Won Bin who left with meeeh explanations? No. They got in mind that he decided to left, and another member will replace him. That's not the same case, i know, but when someone just doesn't want to do something, you can't force him.
They're stupid, disgusting. If it wasn't for downloads, i'd leave 2OD as i left their Twitter. I read what they wrote, they just piss me off.
I'd like to make a "Support 6 members - Support JYP" project, imagine if i'd submit this idea there... 8DDD
They say i'm a fake fan. Lol, see the characters... What do you call a true of a fake fan? lololol.

And people already think about DBSK disbandment, thinking that as Cassies are more, the issue will be terrible. If this happens, i'll be sad, sure. But i thought about an american band i don't remember the name but, in fact they couldn't bear each others in real life. I mean, you'd like to know that your favourite band hate each others?! Personally, i prefer remember when they were happy etc. It's like a dead person. I can't face a dead body. I keep the nice image in my mind. DBSK are 3/2, so in the end they're not all hating each others, we don't even know how hey feel about each others but well, see what i mean?

Hottests, to me, you're disappointing.
I'll support the six, no matter what. They need support, not egoists fans~


In fact i now understand when people say that Hottest were annoying, their rage was everywhere..

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동생 the Queen.
20 December 2009 @ 08:10 pm
+ Sorry for the non L-Cut, but it won't work (AND YOU CAN REMOVE ME IF IT BOTHERS YOU THAT MUCH!!) +

IT'S CAPSLOCK TIME BABES!!!
I AM FUCKING ANGRY, FUCKING SAD, FUCKING BORED... !!
AND DONT FUCKING READ IF YOU DON'T WANT MY EMO STUFF 'KAYYY?!!
'CAUSE I FUCKING DON'T CA-A-A-A-A-AAARE!!!
It's pretty random but today i'm in a mood, wow. And pretty vulgar too..




 
♦ Daddy wanted to go seeing Avatar. I said "oh~" when he told me this, then he looked when could we go today... At 5.30PM (as the sceance was at 5.45PM) i asked him "you wanted to go to the cinema right?" and he answered me "oh but you told me you didn't want.." ... I DIDN'T SAY THIS!!! I WASN'T HYPER BECAUSE IT'S BEEN WEEKS AND WEEKS YOU TALK ME ABOUT THIS FUCKING MOVIE!!! I WANTED TO GO AND YOU DIDN'T BRING ME AND NO YOU'RE MAKING THE EMO BOY WATCHING TV AHHHHHH DON'T MAKES ME FEEL GUILTY I HATE THIS!!! I'M SO SAD WHEN MY PARENTS SHOW ME THEY'RE SAD OR ELSE!! So now... I'M SAD AND ANGRY!!! YOU HAPPY?!!


♦ I watched what AKP put from SNSD's concert to judge them (yes, i watch every piece of shit to have an opinion because i'm not a sheep... 'KAY ?!)....... THIS IS PURE SHIT HOW COME EVERY BODY SAYS IT'S FREAKING COOL ?!?! I stopped bashing all the way but it seems that THEY WANT ME TO VISIT STAND'S FORUM EVERY MORNING ?!?! So then i watched a lot of anti-SNSD videos and i had fun. I REALLY HATE MOST OF THEM, I HATE SMTOWN AND THEIR FUCKING CONCEPT AND ALSO THEIR FUCKING DIETS 'KAAYYYY ?!?! THEY ALL LOOKS LIKE BITCHIES EVEN HYOYEON WHOM I RESPECT.


The GD's stuff... DRIVES ME NUTS OMG !!! Okay some stages were a bit too much but hey, first: HE'S AN HIP HOP ARTIST/FAN BEFORE BEING AN IDOL MAN !!! DID YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT THIS NARROW-MINDED KOREAN MOTHERS? K-NETIZENS?! GTFO. Second, DID YOU REALIZED THAT THE ALBUM WAS UNDER "-19" STUFF?? THEN DON'T BUY ALBUMS/TICKETS FOR YOU CHILDREN!!! Third, DID YOU EVER THOUGHT THAT THEI FANS WERE GROWING?? OH KOREA!! YOU NEED SOME SEXUAL EDUCATION SO THAT YOU CAN BETTER UNDERSTAND 'KAAAAAYYY?!!! Oh pure shit... Case similar to Jay? Want him going outside the country? ... THEN GD YOU'RE WELCOM IN THE WESTERN COUNTRIES!! WE'RE ALL BITCHIES, PLAYBOYS, AND LIKES GOOD SOUND! Poor Korea, it would be losing one of the best artists... Keep your girls with mini skirts guys.


♦ I WANT JAY BACK MOTHER FUCKER!!!


WHAT'S WITH T-ARA?!! WHAT ARE THOSE BITCHIES?!? Haha, they won't censor something like this oh nooo... BECAUSE PEOPLE WHO DECIDE THESE KIND OF THINGS ARE MEEENNNN !! AND THEY WANT YOUNG GIRLS BUTT-DANCING !! ... Korea you're insane doesn't you? And wtf other idols like them? WUUUUT?? This isn't music, they aren't girls... bleeh.


I MISS GAZETTE. We were talking about this fact with the H one day... Holy fuuuuck i miss those japanese dudes so hard!! That's a sign (dot dot do-do-dot) that their faces are on my wall!! THEY ARE FUCKING CRAZY FUNNY BASTARDS MAN !!! Watching some videos via YT (because i never downloaded what i lost years ago), i remember a looot of things like  Aoi dancing with this gold paper, Kai's awesome smile, Uruha's low QI, Reita's sickness (Grand Corps Malade), Ruki's...,  even the "tululuuuuu" 's sound from japanese cameras... Watching this ("COMING SOON" & "bayolenss" ♥) and this (4:28 + 5:42 → 6:08 = pure win) made me smile damn hard. AND, KAI, THIS MAN WAS LIKE MY FIRST LOVE HOW COULD I FORGET HIS WONDERFUL SMILE TT ♥ I feel so sorry... YUMEEH ("Reita look at meeeh" XDD) WE NEED TO DO ANOTHER JOURNEY AS WE DID AFTER GAZETTE'S CONCERT TWO YEARS AGO (two?!) !!! I never thought japanese would be so useful...


I MISS DBSK. Bullshit, i was reading about GD's stuff on omona, and i thought about Yoochun, you know, this. "It's the way you wanna teach us?! Hell no!!" ♥. I MISS THOSE FUCKING DAYS WHEN EVERYTHING WAS QUITE NORMAL!!! It's been a year they're away from Korea for their good safe but HOLY CRAP I WANT THOSE DAYS BACK!!! Snarky UFO-King Changmin, Duck Butt Junsu, OT Jaejoong, Badass Yoochun, Unfunny Leader Yunho... I WANT THOSE FUCKING DUDES BACK AS HAPPY AS THEY WERE BEFORE ALL THE SHIT !!! T__T ♦ And then I WILL NEVER FINISH THIS FUCKING BOOK!!! HOW WILL I DO EH?! IT WONT DO!!!




 
I think i'm done now. Watching Gazette made me feel better, cool guys, i still love you you know? ♥

Love, 내게 와. 넌, like this. So love, 기다린 너란 girl True love, 다가와 넌 like this. One love, 넌 내게 넌 내게로 ... WHY THIS FUCKING SONG IS STUCK IN MY FUCKING HEAD?! Plus, KyuJong is fuckign scary. I hate his face.

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동생 the Queen.
13 December 2009 @ 05:08 pm

Ahh, i'm excited that people feels the same! :D
On YGL we were some to ship 21PM and wanted a collab for MAMA or something..
Of it worked for WonderBang, we can make it real hahaha~
For sure i'm going to do it, you know how i am when it comes to mailing someone! 8D
Since i can't vote on Melon anymore (you tell me tell me why why?!) i will have my revenge hahahaha ♪
And the jet lag is not a problem, i'll start tonight and end tommorow afternoon to send messages..
Who's bad?

Speaking about projects, since friday i'm done with CL's birthday project and i'm very happy~ hoorayy \o/
It's been a long time i put some efforts for a project (last was girugämesh since Seunghyun's one wasn't tooo tiring lol).
I think with 2NE1 i'll have a great time lol.




It's 21PM baby.
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동생 the Queen.
10 December 2009 @ 06:20 pm
Yumi asked me how to vote for the last few days for Melon Awards.
Please, even if you're not interested, do it for me 'kay?
This is logic, nothing else... 2NE1 can't lose in front of f(x), that's insane teh~

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동생 the Queen.
30 November 2009 @ 06:46 pm
I have one result of my mid-mid-terms.
7.9/20 for oral exams.
And it's easier than the written part...

" ...계 냉내가 행복해요! " lolol.

My head begins to hurt me again, maybe i have a serious illness.. imagine, lol.

" GO! 승호!지오! 절옹!... 넌 누구냐?!
지금은 버스 아안~!
우.리.는 이외스 선배님 만나러갔지~~
우리는! 안만날수도있어!
하지만, 우니는 만날꺼~야~!! "

/crack-ing-up.
/headdesk.
 
 
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동생 the Queen.
28 November 2009 @ 03:35 pm
Anwering to Selany's meme :)

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